-= enveloped in this space-dye vest =-

Enveloped by Rapture and Space-dye Vest by Dream Theater rules. Especially in this state of confusion. Many questions never asked nor answered. The more I think about it the more I get confused. This sucks. I think like Fragile's lyrics, 'it would be better for us all if I ceased to exist or was never born at all.' The more I feel that there is no purpose for me being here. I just sit and blaintly stare at nothing. So what's the use. I'll just cower in my shell and hide from the outside world. Please don't feel sorry for me for this is my fate. Yes. It is. No. I don't expect anything. I don't need anything. Neither am I trying to gain attention of any kind. Please. Don't. Yeah. Have a nice day.

This was written at 5:29 pm on Wednesday, June 30

-= i want to ride my bicycle i want to ride my bike =-

Went to SP again today. Supposed to go for the SPICE thing. But lazy ar. I knew how to use it anyway. What's the use of wasting 3 good hours for nothing. So went to meet Mie, Feez and Pie. *Pai. On the way met Farhan and Jusri. They just collected their freshmen package and tie and were going for the SPICE. Tried convincing them not to go but failed.
So what the heck. Went to meet the P,F and M. Yeah. They were eating. Chicken dodol never tell me wanna eat. Ended up waiting for them to finish eating. Then went to colect my tie and the freshmen package. Got one of those thermos mugs I always wanted. Met Khairil. Still big as ever. Yeah. Then went to library to activate the PIN for borrowing stuff. Pai borrowed Elizabeth DVD while Mie borrowed Anti Trust. Decided to watch Elizabeth with Pai. Slow and long movie. But, it was good. As in, really. I should be watching more movies about medieval times. Like the english they use. Thy shalt not betray thou honour. Chey~ Heh. On the way home, scared Feez with my cam. Hahah. But i got some of his pics anyway. Heh. It's up. Yeah. Sorry ar Feez. Heheh. I just realized I like to change my blog's background. Maybe I'll change again today. Yeah. Hmmm... Guess I'll take a short nap. Then go cycling at 10pm or something. So yeah, Bye.

This was written at 7:34 pm on Tuesday, June 29

-= those were the days =-

Orientation. Supposed to start at 8am. So got there by 8am. Skali, they say 9am. Binaweikalimantan. Ler. Lepaked with Farhan and Jusri at the foodcourt til the thing started. Listened to all the boring talks. Only really had fun when it was the tea reception and lunch time. Free food. Hak. After more talks, toured the school. Tour tour tour until tired. Reached home around 6pm. Kinda tired but not really ar. Got to really know more about my course. Didn't realize it would be so interesting yet hectic. One of those interesting parts is the sea training. We'd learn basic survival techniques, seamanship and rescue skills. And, there would be jetty jump. Wooo! Then we'd also be using the marine simulator. We'd learn how to operate the engine room and stuff like that. Yeah. However, one thing about this course is that to really gain recognition, you have to travel for 3-4 years. Away from friends and family. Man... K. Enough on my course. I'm just finding it weird ar. Some things changed over the week. Stuff, people. Not that its bad or something ar. But yeah, just weird ar. Why can't things be like they were like, 2-3 weeks ago? Yeah. But then, stuff happens for a reason. Hope its good ar. Yeah. K. Bye.

This was written at 7:00 pm on Monday, June 28

-= remember your face ar =-

Today was... Well, alah donno how to say ar. K. Got up at 9.30am. Prepared for match. Met the team at 11+ am at Yishun MRT. Supposed to go to Tiong Bahru. So yeah. Went there. Supposed to play at Gan Eng Seng. But chickonaden field was out of bounds for some reason. Haizzz... Then the opponent asked to go to play at NTU. So we went all the way to Boon Lay. Started cheering for England in the bus. All Felix pasal ar. Heh. Met the opponents then started the match. The match was erm... Okay I guess. Opponents were tough. For a while. Eventually we got the better of them. Won 7-3. Wooo! Yeah. Scored my 5th Mayon goal. We also welcomed new member Ridhwan. Yeah. Good game. Although there was a small fight at the end. The usual sore loser battles. Haiz... After that went to Yishun Central with Mie, Hairul, Wan and Nizar for dinner. Yeah. Dinner. Was already 7pm then. So yeah. That's about it ar. Good day to y'all. Ciao.

This was written at 8:50 pm on Sunday, June 27

-= i hate you kaypo people. go and die =-

Okay. Greece beat France 1-0. Yeah... Waiting for what? Celebrate ar! Woooo!!!!! Yeah!!!!! Weee!!!!! Wooooow!!!! Okay. Enough. Went to Penin with Fizo just now. Pusing pusing until Pening. Haiz... In the end I didn't end up buying something for the first time. Fizo got those thick black rimmed spex and an orange mesh cap. I wanted to get a tee. Tought about getting a ringer tee, but nah... Too common already ar. Then pusing pusing again to look for Roxy. But in the end ended up in Funan IT Mall. Guess what we bought. Yeah! Balls! Woohoo! I bought this Puma ball for Mayon matches while Fizo got this size 2 ball. We're trying to start playing handball as a new sport. Yeah. After that I had to rush to East Coast to join my ex-colleagues for some dinner or whatsover they called it. Nice to see them after a long long while. Just socialized for a while then went home ar. School in a week. At least now I'm not blur. Which is good. So yeah. Cheerio~

This was written at 9:55 pm on Saturday, June 26

-= the prayer =-

This next piece of mine, is called, The Prayer.

The Prayer

Like an empty forest,
Covered with snow,
Undiscovered,
And untouched.

My days in this earth,
Is worthless.
Lifeless,
My life.

Nothing,
No one,
Solitary isolation,
Silent lucidity.

Is this how it has to be?
Why?
Like this never ending story,
So is my life.

I dwell in grief,
Live in sorrow,
Nest in misery,
And exist in despair.

I long those days,
Where you,
Were part of me.
Now, your just a part of my past.

You said,
I'll be forever yours,
Forever in your arms,
I will be there.

Now what's left,
Is just a reminder,
Of the pain,
You caused.

I don't understand you.
I don't know you.
I don't know.
Anymore.

Yet,
I can't let you go.
You were the one.
And you always will be.

Like the last rays of the dying sun,
Nothing much is left in this life,
I pray and hope to die, for perhaps,
In death, may us unite.

This was written at 5:59 am on

-= the end? =-

I think I'm gonna stop blogging for a while. I don't have anything to write nor do I have the mood. So, yeah. That below, is my latest piece. Perhaps my best. Something that I can relate to. Yeah. Til the next time. Goodbye.

My End

Is this the end?
I ask myself.
The road's getting shorter.
The light's fading.
Darkness surrounds me.

Why is it that everyone scares me?
Fear... Save me.
Blood... Heal me.
Barely clinging onto life.
Belief... Help me.
You... Please.

Suddenly everyone doesn't care.
You don't know me anymore.
And I don't know you anymore.
No. Why?
You turn your back.
On me.
On dissent.

Tell me what you want to say.
Love, don't just stare.
You told me.
Before.
Now, I just stare.

Alone and silent.
Thoughts without answers.
Questions never asked.
Drifting slowly away,
On this sea of fear.
The end is on its way.

My world is crumbling down.
In a heart shaped pool of blood,
I lay.
For love,
Is an act of blood.
For which I have gave up,
A lot, for you.

You thought it was so easy,
To turn your back,
Wash regret off your hands,
Leave distrust behind,
And walk away.

I'm now aware.
Am I afraid of your love?
You stop me when I ask.
Why isn't my heart invited?
You want to make everyone happy.
But I'm not.

Innocence faded,
A face scarred,
A broken mirror,
You don't see it.
You don't understand.

Still, I don't expect anything.
Never come near me again.
Do you really think I need you?
Leave.
Don't speak.
I won't listen.
For you,
Betrayed me.
Why?

My last moments.
Alone.
Wondering,
What could have came of this.
But It's all gone now.

So as I lay alone,
The wind dies slowly,
I pour my soul in the water.
Looking at the reflection.
There is nothing left,
Of this dream,
Now broken.

End

This was written at 1:53 am on Friday, June 25

-= man this sucks =-

Man... Being at home and having nothing to do sucks. Bad. Yeah. Still don't know when my orientation is. Listening to Sentenced seems so make me feel good. Expecially the song No More Beating As One. Nothing happened. So yeah, nothing to write. Just thought of publishing something I wrote. So, here you go.

The Wound

Yet again i'm left alone in the dark,
Bleeding from the wound in my heart,
The wound that will never heal for years,
The wound you left when you went away.

With what's left, I flutter around, aimlessly,
With this broken wings, in the sky,
Into the nothingness of the world,
The nothingness that you left behind.

Forever in my heart I prayed,
For the day that you, my love
Will return and heal this wound of mine.

As the storm clears, a ray of light emerged,
The light I waited for eternity to see,
Deep inside I knew, you'd come back,
And heal this wound of mine.

Forever in my heart I prayed,
For the day that you, my love,
Will return and heal this wound of mine,
Is now over...

Hope you liked it. Yeah.

This was written at 7:16 pm on Thursday, June 24

-= happy birthday =-

Hmmm... To whoever that is celebrating your birthday today, Happy Birthday!

And now, something for you to enjoy.

This was written at 8:50 pm on Wednesday, June 23

-= gone pooling 3 =-

Buahahah! Went pooling with Lix and Yas. Wohohohoh! Funny stuff. Lix got busted again! Hah! You underage loser you. Went to get Lix's bag at Far East Plaza after that. Saw studded belts. Was tempted to buy. In the end, temptation got the better of me and Yas. We ended buying them. Hak. Got little high after that. Started taking pics. Some selected few are posted up at my album. Go check it out. Think I found pic of the month just now. Woohoohoo! Okay. That's about that for the day. I better go get some rest. Ciao.

This was written at 12:12 am on

-= for your viewing pleasure =-

This was written at 11:58 am on Tuesday, June 22

-= mondei =-

Damn it. Pulled my hamstring yesterday. Can't do much for now. Pretty much ate and slept the whole day. Botak game comming up tomorrow. Hope I can at least last a half. Damn. Downloaded emoticons today. Pretty cool stuff they are. Heh. Haiz. Decided to upload Farn's pic anyway. Kill me if you want Farn. It's okay. Maybe I'm better off dead. Next week's orientaion week. Yet, I don't know what date mine is. Stupid fool I am. Just finished cooking some fried rice. Found out babies smell abit like beaten eggs. Talking bout babies. My baby cousin went home today. Haiz... Was fun playing with her for the past week. Damn. My XP cd's with Haikal. Gotta get it back soon before it gets lost. There seems to be nothing for me to write these days. I want to go out. Get some tees. Anyone willing to accompany me? Yeah. No one. Guess I'll just go and play my guitar then.

This was written at 7:45 pm on Monday, June 21

-= Batu the Story =-

And now... Presenting, Batu the Story. Heh.

Saya dibatui oleh Liza yang sedang membatukan dirinya kerana dier terbatu dari memakan sup batu yang datang dari batu belah batu bertangkup di pulau yang terletak sejauh lima puluh batu sebelah pulau batu pahat yang ader banyak batu lesung yang digunakan oleh orang-orang batu yang masih hidup dalam zaman batu disana kerana mereka tidak ada bende lain unutk main selain batu dan air yang sudah beku menjadi air batu yang disebabkan kesejukan.

Today had a match in the morning. Beat the opponents rather convicingly. 8-4 it ended. Pai getting his first hat-trick. Went home and basically slept all the way till now. So yeah. Nothing much today.

This was written at 7:55 pm on Sunday, June 20

-= BFD =-

4.13am... Man... Match comming up at ten. Alers... Pretty much just came home from East Coast. Went to my dad's club. Beat my bro at pool again. Got to hear the band's new singer for the first time. She was good. Then accompanied by bro and cuz to Funland. Didn't know what to there. So just played Virtua Striker 3. Heh. Completed it for the first time, twice. Wooo! Then played bowling. Lost to my bro. Gah. Came back to the club just in time for the last set. The band played this latin song which evolved into somewhat a showcase of solos. Then my dad start playing this Chinese New Year song. Heheh. Then he played some drum solo. Ended it off by hitting the wall with the drumsticks. Pretty cool stuff. After the set, went to my cuz campsite for supper. Then went for a 1/2 hour cycle. After that went home. Egad. 5 hours to the match. Go sleep, go sleep. Okay. Byebye.

This was written at 4:12 am on

-= my messy room =-

Went fishing with Mie and His dad the night before. Didn't catch anything but was fun nonetheless. Watched Fear Factor and OC on the portable tv. Fed some stray cats. Ate bread with seafood spread and sambal. Heheh. After that went back te Mie's place to watch Euro. England beat the Swiss 3-0. Just as I predicted. Slept over there. Came back the next morning. After prayers, Mie and Fiz came over. Fiz took a video of his feet. Then we played soccer under the block. Then at night, followed my relatives to play bowling. Getting worse at it. Only 3 strikes today. Bah. Lousy. Argh... K ar. Been very tiring day. I'll end for now. Till tomorrow.

This was written at 12:16 am on Saturday, June 19

-= gone fishing =-

Well, going fishing in half an hour. So since i'll be gone for the night, I'll blog now. Pretty normal day today. My dad and my bro went to Johor. So it's just pretty much in front of the com. Crapped lots with Mai and SNZ just now. Hahah. Yeah, nice to see I'm receiving more testimonials. Kinda stressed up now. Can't find players for Saturday's match. Anyone willing to play for my team? Meet at 10am at Tiong Bahru MRT on Saturday. Argh... Went to play soccer for a while just now. Met Saheed. Kinda different he. But still the same guy. Played with Mie, Wan and Achad. Was pretty fun. Yeah. Got home, slept. Now, getting ready ar. Hope we get some big fishes. So till next time. Sayonara.

This was written at 6:59 pm on Thursday, June 17

-= is it just me? =-

Hmmm... Like the past few days, I woke up around 9am. Didn't do much in the morning. Just chatted and watched Rugrats. Somehow everyone keep telling how hideous the thik/lix pic is. Am I the only one who thinks its cool? Heheh. Later on in the day, was blog hoppin and somehow landed at Sharul's blog. Saw this warning label thing. Tried it out. Kinda cool. Heh. I tried putting Hilmie's name in. Guess what came out. Warning! Hilmie is a Radioactive Squirrel. Buahahahah! Try it. It's fun. Later on, went cycling with Mie. Stupid bugger Hairul didn't come. So was Mie and me only ar. Cycled to SSSC. Talked about the fun OBS days. Haiz... I want to go again man... After that chilled at Mie's place. His dad asked to go fishing tomorrow. Might go. Wanna go. Yeah. When home after that. So yeah, here I lay. Waiting. For something to happen. Ciao~

This was written at 8:52 pm on Wednesday, June 16

-= warning label =-

NOTE: z

No smoking around Thaqif. Thankyou for your co-operation.

From Go-Quiz.com

Hahah! How cool is that?!?!

This was written at 4:07 pm on

-= pic of the day =-

Yahoo! Pic of the day section is ready. Scroll down the extra terrestrials section for it.

This was written at 10:16 pm on Tuesday, June 15

-= lix + thik = crap =-

Started the day out with the baby waking me up. She started hitting me with her small little hands. Alah... Heh. Then my dad asked me to follow to go pay the bills. Wanted to go to the Salvation Army but had a change of plans. So instead, I followed Lix, Saku, Thik and Yas to town to pool. Wasn't good day of pooling for me. Thrashed Lix 7-1 but lost to Yas 2-9. Chiken dodol betol. I suck ar. Crap. Argh. Blergh. Heh. Suddenly Lix's and Thik's table got jammed. Called the guy for help. That was when lix was busted. Hahah. Underage boy. Khekhekhe. Had some food after that. Mixed Lix's and Thik's faces. Crap man... Check it out at the photo section. Then rounded Far East Plaza. Lix looked for a bag. Didn't get one. Then relaxed at BK. played with the cam's video function. Felix taught us how to eat ice. Yeah. Then headed for home. Saw this woman throwing up on the way down to the MRT station. Played some word games. Woo! I won. Hah. That also want to say. Okay ar. Nothing else ar. Ciao.

This was written at 9:05 pm on

-= punk rawk madness =-

Hmmm... Woke up rather early today. Don't know why. Only slept for 5 hours. I think. Woke up feeling different. Somehow better. Started to listen to DreaMaker. Kinda cheered me up. Then went to collect the o'level cert. Wanted to play soccer after that but only a few wanted. So, didn't play. Yas, Thik nad Lix went pooling. I was on a tight budget so I passed. Instead went to 7-11 to get some cup noodles. Then sat under some block with Mie, Fiz and Pai. Ate, talked about Euro 2004 and stuff. Then went back with Mie to my place. Got MxPx crazy. Wooo! Heh. Edited our blogs and taught mie to play the guitar. Okay ar. Was kinda fun. Herh. That's bout it today ar. Hope tomorrow will be better. Peace out.

This was written at 8:16 pm on Monday, June 14

-= for my name is sorrow i'm a friend of misery =-

Nothing important happened today. Duh. Nothing happens to me. Except the fact that some people keep bothering me. Hmmm... Take for example my brother. He thinks he owns the house and everything in it. He uses everything as if it's his and doesn't tidy up after doing something. Okay... We have a maid. So what? And yeah, you call him over almost what? Every other day. Even when there's other guests here you still call him over. Nothing better to do ar? Hrmph. For some people though, they can't help but interfere with my life. They just need to know everything don't they? So congrats. Now you know. C'mon man. Get a life. Or maybe you just can't stand the fact I have a better life than you. You just got to make me feel miserable. Hope you're happy now. Feel like crap today. TV's gone. Can't watch the France vs England match. But nevermind. Life's bad enough. Can't get any worse. Yeah... I do hope you're happy. You know who you are. Someone please end my misery.

This was written at 2:11 am on

-= stupid kotais... =-

Had a match in the morning. Ok. Not really a match. Half a match. Stupid kotais. Must unload during the match ar? Nevermind ar. We were tired anyway. Went home with Fiz, Mie and Pai tailing me. They then ended up in my house. Chilled. Had lunch. Blog hopped. Took pics. And stuff like that. Fell asleep after they went home. Woke up sick. Think I'm getting a fever. But then, this stuff always happen. So yeah, whatever. Alah... I need to rest ar. Ciao.

This was written at 8:55 pm on Saturday, June 12

-= where to sleep? =-

Man... 7 hours to next match. But there's no place to sleep! Argh... Guess this com chair will do. Damn... I'm fried.

This was written at 12:50 am on

-= fryday =-

Yeah... Literally fried myself in the morning. Played a match under the scorching sun like nobody's business. Yeah. Finally a game after 1 month. Wasn't bad ar. Wasn't good either. Really slacked. Considered lucky for the game to end 6-6. Argh. Seeing too many number 6 these days. Blekh. Slacked at home with Fizo after prayers. Fizo fell asleep. Hah. Got a pic. Wooo! Check it out at the photo section. Haha. I think something is wrong with me. I can't seem to finish my food these days. Can't eat as much I used to. My stomach will cram up. Blergh. And yeah, how could I forget. Happy Birthday Liza! Hahah!

This was written at 7:32 pm on Friday, June 11

-= today we had farn =-

Haha... Very nice day today... Heh... Ok... I'm hungry. Ciao.

This was written at 8:52 pm on Thursday, June 10

-= 6-66??? =-

Ok... Was a nice day today. Nice weather. Nice food. Nice day on the net. Especially that pic... Krekrekre... Thanks to someone, I laughed my ass off. Heh. (Person's name kept confidential for safety reasons.) Bleb. Then went for some night cycling. One hell of a trip man... Mie, Hairul and me went to cycle the 2.8km longkang there ar. My watch read 9.00pm. (Digital watch) The date was 6-9 (9 June). Ok... what's so strange? Nothing right... Heh. The path was dark. No lights. Just total darkness. We decided to cycle til the end of the path anyway. Rounded Sembawang Park. Got late so decided to turn back. Was 9.45pm then. Date was also 6-9. So... We went back the same way we came in. Through the dark moonlit path. Reached the end. Estimated to be around 10pm. But then. Guess what happened. The watch read 6.00pm. Ok... freaky. Cos if the watch were to reset. It would be 12+ am. That's not the worst part. The date read 6-66. 66 June. What the... Damn... Freaked us out man... Straight away headed to Mie's place to chill. His dad then told us some ghosts stories. Was nice talking with his dad. He's a great guy. But my dad's the best. Heh. K ar... Before something weird happens again I'll go. Cheers Mateys!

This was written at 11:44 pm on Wednesday, June 9

-= the cold white light =-

Aliff skipped school again and came to my house again. He wanted to play pool. But then the pool hall was full. So I went to buy the Sentenced CD I always wanted. Weee~ My bro's still not back from school. I can ollie but can't land. Bah... Gotta work on that. My dad bought me a nice jacket yesterday. Thanks Dad. Other than that I'm just still living in bitterness and joy. So yeah, peace out. And to Sarip Dol, how's your dad man? Hope he's fine. I don't know who you are but you take care aight. Awaludin, name sounds familiar. No... My blog's not black. Your brain is.

This was written at 7:35 pm on Tuesday, June 8

-= today is krekrekre day =-

Hmmm... Today was rather interesting. Was slacking on the net when suddenly Aliff smsed me. He said, 'Nak main bola bawah blok? Aku boring ah'. Translation, 'I'm bored. Wanna play underblock soccer?' Ok... So I agreed. So I told him to meet under my block at 2pm. Then he called and asked me to lend him $5. Okay... So I went down. Saw Aliff. And a girl. His friend. Girlfriend I suppose. Okay... Gave him the 5 bucks. Guess what. He gave it to the girl and she went to buy ciggies. Blergh. Sat next to him while waiting. The girl then joined us. Gave Aliff a stick. Then Aliff offered me one. Dei, I don't smoke lah dei. Not cool. Like you. So I just sat. Waited for him to finish puffing. At the same time Mie arrived. Went up to wait for Aliff and Hairul. 1/2 an hour later we went for some under block soccer. All the skills all came out. Lobang-ed hairul 4 times. Hahah! Ole! Never had so much fun in a while. Was nice. Heheh. After that, followed Farn to Causeway Point for shopping. Man... torture man... Waiting for him to decide what to buy. Spent like an hour there. Teehee... Finally, Mayon will have a match!!! Yeehah! This Friday. Can't wait. Ooga ooga ooga. Krekrekrekre... ^_^

This was written at 11:03 pm on Monday, June 7

-= man... =-

Bah... Just had to write this in. My bro was doing his ghost investigation project or something just now around 10pm. Got home and showed me this pic. Sent shivers down my spine man... Pontianak!!! Man. Don't believe me? Go to the photo section and check it out. Brrr...

This was written at 2:18 am on

-= mother of all moody days =-

Damn moody crap man today. Really sucked. Didn't had the mood to do anything. Played soccer a while. Sucked. Bloody moods. Blergh. Somehow Sentenced cheered me up. Saw No One There's video. Emo stuff man... Almost cried. Guess that really wraps up my day. Hope tomorrow turns out better.

This was written at 8:07 pm on Sunday, June 6

-= glow sticks =-

Well, didn't wake up just now for cycling. Bah. Anyway, set the record of 36 hours without food. Was kinda normal day. Chatting till like 5pm. Then went to collect my cam from Yas. Weee! Can take pics already. Then it was like boredom. Caught a slight flu. Feet felt frozen. Then Mie called and asked to go cycling. Was around 9pm at that time. Been long since did some late night cycling. When we reached the park, it was pitch black. But we decided to go anyways. Fortunately the lights were on half way through. There were many people there. BBQ, fishing, dating and stuff like that. Looked fun. We were cycling back when we met Zidane's son, Hairul. He joined us and cycled to Sembawang Park. Found some glow sticks. Hung them on the bike to make them look like we had neon lights. Haha. Then we went home ar after that. Sat at the black sofa outside Mie's place until like 11.45pm. Then went home ar. Rather nice night. So yeah, cheers y'all.

This was written at 11:58 pm on Saturday, June 5

-= 4 more hours =-

Ok... Now I'm into the 20th hour of my very own Survivor. Been basically surviving on Mentos and plain water. Been pretty good. Bleargh. Hmmm... Rather boring day today. I'll give Feez a chance and not write anything about him. Heheh. Yeah man... Chill dude. 2 more hours to nip / tuck. Wonder what happens to the Michael Jackson look alike guy. Yas just smsed me. He said he didn't use the cam. Buahahahah! All the effort wasted lah eh? Nevermind lah. No pics of her for me. Haiz... But hope you had a good time lah eh. Yeah... before I bore people with my crap, I'd better go. So, toodooloo~

This was written at 8:53 pm on Friday, June 4

-= bloody mouse =-

Damn you stupid mouse that ain't workin properly. Make sure I'll get you changed! Hah!

This was written at 2:21 am on

-= i'm going to disneyland =-

Watched Repossesed yesterday. Damn funny crap man. Exorcising the demon using Rock 'n' Roll music. While watching Farn was busy messaging me thru hp. Now my whole inbox is filled with his sms'. About what you might wonder? Yeah... What to buy for Liza. Alah just go buy something lah... Woke up just now on the floor. Sometimes it's like sleeping on the floor is more comfy than the bed. But the couch is the best. Did nothing much except chat and cycle. Just a while ago my mom asked to open the durians. Weee! Best thing that happened today. Funny though, I enjoy opening durians but not eating them. Donno why. Not that I dont like the taste or what. Donno why lah. Oh! Another sms. Farn again... Erlk. I need to get out of this house someday. Can't stand the boredom. Wonder what Yas is doing with my cam. Probably taking pics of himself. Using the split screen effect. Hahah. Ok. Till next time, cheers y'all.

This was written at 8:35 pm on Thursday, June 3

-= let's go gothic =-

Been listening mainly to gothic stuff for the past few days. Rather nice. Yas wants my cam for his date. Hehe. So I passed it to him just now. He seemed awfully happy. Hahah. That's the way man. Be happy. Then got myself a can of Deep Heat spray. Bloody legs are feeling like jelly. Felt bad today. Ate 3 pieces of chicken. Ergh. More fats. Gah. Didn't exercise some more. Bah. I'll fast tomorrow. I'll try surviving on mentos and water again. Currently, I'm in a mixed up state of mind. No Liza... Not because of you... I just donno why. Maybe because I watched Ghostbusters 2 just now. So yah. Chow!

This was written at 9:58 pm on Wednesday, June 2

-= bah... =-

Hah. I had time... Whatever... Having a splitting headache. Thanks to Liza... Heh. Saw Anugerah. Bleuargh! Was the auditions. Some sucked real bad. I need soccer... Bad.. Haiz...

This was written at 11:05 pm on Tuesday, June 1

-= rainy day =-

I'm blogging early today cos I doubt I'll have time later. Did nothing much other than went to post the letter. Then went cycling for a while under the hot sun. Kinda nice cycling under the heat. Downloaded lots of songs. Namely by Tiamat. Rather nice band. My fave ring broke. Damn. Nevermind. Put super glue. Next time go Johor again can buy. 4 weeks to school. Can't wait. Although I'm pretty messed up. Donno what date to go to school. Hope stuff turn out well. Cos I'm really blur now. So yeah... Have a nice day y'all.

This was written at 6:32 pm on

-= boreday =-

Boring day... Very...

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